Now I Shall Leave You To Your Fate

  • ISBN-13: 9781997544005
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  • Paperback, 168 pages

In Now I Shall Leave You to Your Fate, Jean Marc Ah-Sen, Liz Harmer, Sophie McCreesh, and Fawn Parker explore struggles in psychological crisis.

In “Some Recent Experiences” by Fawn Parker, a woman navigates an eating disorder while dealing with relationship strife, professional jealousy, and new motherhood. A writer returning home is confronted with memories of her hospitalization in a psychiatric ward in Liz Harmer’s “Lighthouse”. Sophie McCreesh’s “My Close Friends” sees a young recluse negotiate neuroses and social media presence to come to terms with loneliness. The collection closes with “Busybody” by Jean Marc Ah-Sen in which a social outcast agrees to spy on his roommate on behalf of her ex-lover.

With humour and agility moving through dark themes, this quartet of novellas asks subtle questions about the social construction of self and the perception of mental illness. What is considered sane and why is self-disgust so powerful? How much is mental well-being determined by accepted understandings of success and failure? And how do biological and environmental stressors contribute to the construction of mental illness—its perception and manifestation?

Jean Marc Ah-Sen

Jean Marc Ah-Sen’s books include Grand MenteurIn the Beggarly Style of Imitation, and Kilworthy Tanner. His writing has appeared in Literary HubMaclean'sThe WalrusThe Globe and MailThe Toronto Star, and elsewhere. The National Post has hailed his writing as an "inventive escape from the conventional."


Fawn Parker

Fawn Parker is a Fredericton-based writer and the author of six books including What We Both Know, nominated for the 2022 Giller Prize, and Hi, It's Me, nominated for the 2024 Atwood Gibson Writer's Trust Award. Her poetry collection Soft Inheritance won the 2023 JM Abraham Atlantic Book Award and the 2023 Fiddlehead Poetry Book Prize. Fawn is the 2025 Poet Laureate of Fredericton and a PhD candidate at the University of New Brunswick.


Sophie McCreesh

Sophie McCreesh’s first novel, Once More, With Feeling, was published in 2021. She lives in Toronto.


Liz Harmer

Liz Harmer is a California-based writer, author of the novels The Amateurs and Strange Loops. Her award-winning stories, essays, and poems have been published widely.